I don’t want you to show up in my life whenever you like. I’m in the right place now. I have finally found my inner peace. You’ve already taken me on enough rides. I don’t need another one.
I blocked you because I want to tell you that I am no longer available. I won’t jump to see you when you send me a text in the late hours of the night. I won’t be thrilled because you remembered that I exist. I don’t want to be that girl anymore. I’m not going to be the doormat you can step on.
I don’t want you to feel like I’m sending you hidden messages through the posts I share. I don’t want you to know where I am. I don’t want you to know anything about me. You lost that right. I don’t want to know what’s going on in your life. I don’t want to see a new girl you’re dating. I don’t need to see where you’ve been and what you do these days. You have become my past, and it is best to leave you there.
I don’t want to try to check you out. If I didn’t block you, I know that there would be times when I would browse through your social media accounts and ask God to know what. In those moments, I was struck by nostalgia or just curiousness.
You intentionally or unintentionally took the parts of me that I valued most. You took respect for yourself. You have taken my inner peace. You took my luck. It’s time to bring them back. It’s time to hit the restart button and find myself again, and I can’t do that if you keep popping up on my news.
You will always remain as you are. You will never appreciate me. You will always take me for granted
I do not want to grant you access to my life any more. I won’t let you hurt me again. I’ve had enough. I blocked you because I don’t need strangers in my life. You were never honest about anything. You said you would never do anything to hurt me, but you stabbed me in the back. You brought me tears and pain.
Now you are nothing more than a perfect stranger.